I am so fed up
I keep trying to stay positive but I am finding hard to keep going at the moment
I found out today by phone that my MRI I had before Christmas of my hip and back have come back clear there is nothing wrong. Well I wish that the powers that be could tell my hip
I spend most of the time in quite a lot of pain. My hips are the worst but also have severe pain in both hands , wrists and fingers also in my ankles and shoulders
I just don't know where to turn now rheumatologist says nothing is wrong. The pain I get has made me almost housebound, and I can't make the stairs very well due to pain most days.
I know I also suffer from severe depression which doesn't help.
Since I got the phone call I can't stop crying. I phone my mental health team for help as I can't remember being this low for a long time and I know I need help only to be told its the weekend and they are closed ring back Monday I tried my gp who I wanted to leave a message only to be told he is not in today so I can't leave a message and ring back on Monday. As I am writing this I am at a lost where to find help. I feel so low and am in so much pain I don't know what to do
The weekend is such a long time to be alone and with the hospital saying I am not in pain is pushing me over the edge and I have run out of places to get help
Does anyone have any good ways of coping with the pain and depression
Also does anybody else have there whole body jerk with no notice like a gaint whole body tick which can happen if I am asleep ( it wakes me) or just while I am watching telly. The jerks can be really painful if there are on part of my body effected by pain
I am so sorry for moaning I just can't take anymore